He was my first bf. i remember teh day i met him. it was teh first day of 6th grade and we were in homeroom. i just met this girl named Kayla and we were talking. he walked in adn went into a corner of his friends. he was wearing a grey shirt and he started talking. i paused when i saw him and started staring at him. Kayla did teh same thing. In teh 7th grade she dated him for like 3 weeks then moved. I have seen her once. but we didnt talk. But me n nick became friends like 2 weeks into 6th grade and talked ever since. in teh 8th grade 2 weeks before thanksgiving i asked him out.( it wasnt teh first time so i told himit was teh last) he said yes adn i was teh hapiest person in the world. turned out he was still dating my friend when he said yes. me and nick dated for 4 months. teh first two i was sharing him with Tarri and then she found out about us. (i didnt even know he was still dating her) Then the last two months he started dating my other friend Brianna.(it has been 4 1/2 years and tehy r still togther) i remember our first christmas. i got him a necklace that was fake cost me like $30 and he got me a bracelet that cost him like $120. i still have it. for valentines day he got me a stuffed unicorn while i got him a our first valentines day bear. the note he wrote me with it was so sweet and i believed it, but i broke up with him like 5 days later. i walked into the school and i had like 4 girls i didnt know walk up to me and tell me he was going to break up with me. then i had 3 girls i did know. i had to go up teh stairs and talk to a teacher and i had brianna go with me. someone who was talking to him told me he was going to break up with me and i said f*** it. i told her to break up with him for me i had something i had to do. before i got two steps away i heard him yell YES. i started crying and brianna comforted me as we walked up teh stairs.
when we got back down teh "officaily started goin out" last class of the day brianna comes in and stands next to me. she told me not to hate her adn i asked her y would i hate her you know what she told me? cuz im with nick now. i said i didnt know but now that i do i dont want to talk to you. we havent talked since and i still cant stand her. im nice to her for nick but i dont talk to her unless i have to. me and nick are still friends adn i will still care for him. when he got hit by the car though i thought the worl was ending adn i called him everyday.(my parents didnt know we were dating until like 2 weeks before xmas) but i still love him but first boyfriends are hard to get over.
took me 2 years and 3 bfs to get over him. then i fell in love with matt w.
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omg thats so sad! im sry. i kno what u mean about first boyfriends...lol
no matter what you do it is always on your mind adn it sucks cuz it has been 4 years and i remember so much more than what i put down on the blog
i kno! i just saw my x first bf 2day and he's been away 4 a few months and thought i was so ovr him. until i saw him 2day. grr!
yea it deff inately sucks but they have already moved on so you cant just dwell on them knowing that they dont want you back....its a wate of time you could use to flirt or be with friends